Cw:130 Hw:150 Lw: 115 Goal:110 5’5 20 years old, I make youtube videos and post a lot of ed related things
remember being like 13 and playing truth or dare with your friends and like you were gay but also you weren’t gay yet and anytime you picked dare you would desperately wish for something homoerotic to happen and it never did and you would get hit with a flash of like hot disappointment
What they say: I accept everyone with a mental illness
What they mean: I can sometimes tolerate people who have mental illnesses as long as they manage to never show any symptoms
I havent posted in forever. No one cares about my blog lmao but lil update: I dropped out of school!! I’m also seeing a new therapist and doing generally better than I was a few months ago. I havent gained any weight thank god but I still dont feel happy with my body. I’m not sure I ever will be.
My hair looks a lot better now. Its honestly insane when I think about how much of my hair fell out. I think its still going to take another 6 months to a year to be completely back to normal but honestly thats what has been making me eat everyday. I’m struggling with food and body image a lot right now. I’m torn between wanting to be healthy and recovered over being a skinny queen lmao 12/14/18
my experience as a girl has just been “I just wanna be beautiful” for 20+ years it really is the root of all evil
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